relationship - forever
Every relationship is a mysery and when you find all the secrets it keeps it yet can't be forgotten...
Here comes the next day…but you don’t feel anything. Only emptiness, emptiness in your soul. So you ask yourself again what’s wrong. You are constantly asking yourself different questions but no body can give you the right answer, no body but you! And if you think even for a second you’ll find the reason, the reason for everything that is happening to you and which will keep the emptiness in your soul. Maybe it will hurt, yes, in fact you are sure that it will hurt but this doesn’t matter, not now… So you start thinking. It is an early morning but you feel the need to understand what makes you don’t believe in the life and its magic. And the only thing that comes to your mind is the previous night… You had an argument with a person who is very close to you, who can understand you the way you are and now he is gone… Now, as you consider, there is no body you can share your problems with, nobody who will be next to you in good and bad. The relationship between you and him had fallen apart and now you are lonely, just you feel the emptiness.
Because you are somehow losing a part of yourself and you didn’t even realized how it had happened… How it is possible? You want to be forgiven no matter if you had done something wrong. Now everything loses its meaning, everything but your relationship… But you know you’ll pass through it and you’ll continue living, don’t you? Yes, of course. It is not so difficult or…or maybe all you want is already away from you…No, that is just not possible, some things never change and your life can’t change so fast. It is unbelievable…so the right thing to do is to get up and forget about everything but you can’t, you just can’t! That’s because a relationship is not a thing you can ignore…you have put feelings in it, so many emotions and that would be impossible… Then what's the thing you should do? Well, I can’t tell you that… You will figure it out for yourself and I am sure no matter what you decide you won’t forget that relationship…Because you are not able to forget any kind of relationship…that is the way it is!
About the Author
I think words I`ve written can say something more important for me than all the facts together will ever be able to.
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